Anxiety girl!

I remember reading an e card on Pinterest a while ago about "Anxiety girl! Able to jump to the craziest conclusions in a single bound!" Yep, that's me. I'm so stressed out and feel like I'm going crazy right now. I found a scorpion in our home last night and before I smashed it to oblivion, it took my peace of mind with it. I wish I could know for sure if he was the only one but then if he wasn't, I don't want to know if there are others lurking in the shadows. My main question is why? Why do they exist? What is their point? To completely freak me out and cause me to have an anxiety attack? Because that has now happened. I looked up anxiety attacks on the internet and all of the symptoms were correct. I was fah-reek-ing out. I'm so scared for Troy. The tamest scorpion sting can cause all sorts of problems in babies including death. How am I supposed to deal with that? And how am I supposed to sleep knowing there are possibly scorpions crawling in my home? The thought makes me feel like another attack is coming. Needless to say I have taken a Xanax and intend to find refuge at my mothers home or my mother in laws home. Both places have yet to see their first scorpion. :/ why oh why can't this house stop breaking? I just feel sick inside. I was so happy two days ago and loving my home and now I don't even want to be here. 😩 sorry for the downer post. I'm not about to be a fake plastic woman who pretends to be perfect though. I have real life issues and I need real life support from my family and friends. I don't want to hear the horror stories I want to hear the uplifting ones where the human prevails, not the bug. Haha so I had an anxiety attack? I'm not broken, I'm normal. I'll learn from this and grow. And I won't feel bad for taking a pill to calm myself down because I'm pretty sure if I hadn't, I'd still be convulsing.